Friday, November 14, 2008

Confirmed: Not a writer, just a blogger.

Okaay, I finished the First chapter of my so-called boring dialogue. I hate it.. But i still have this thought of writing. And not caring about other people's judgement. It's my on work, Go do your own! :) Kidding. But now i realized, I'm not a writer. i was just a BLOGGER. I thought that, Big things start from small things right? so why not start as a blogger? then move on to being a writer. When i'm better and wisdom shone down upon me already. Sooner or later, I will be what i truly want. I will be a writer.

First.. and hoping there's more to come.

I'm not much of a reader, not much of writer either. Sometimes, i just think logically. I think that's why they say I'm good at math. But it's not all being good a t something. Sometimes, better things come oftenly when you don't think about it. You just wait, stare and sigh till it comes.. Not all good things come, and not all things that come are bad. Better things will come. Before we know it, we're already good at that thing.. Right? Like me.. I'm not much of Both--reader and writer. I think it's somewhat confusing and boring. But i don't care. I'd still write thoughts. There's no better way to espress a feeling than writing thoughts. I like to write Poems. But shallow ones. Some about love.. Some about friendship.. Some about nothing.. Some too Boring.. Classmates and Friends say they're good. But if i ask myself, it's confusing. And done in a mediocre way. If a real Poet would judge that, i'd say that He/She'd say it's stupid, disgusting and annoying. But i still won't care, I'd still make those stupid, disgusting, annoying and boring old poems. It calms me. and This one too..